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The world is such a difficult place to navigate. You're taught to be self sufficient and that things aren't done for you, yet you may turn around and have to realize you must do things for others, whether they care about you or not. You must put on a smile, regardless of the hardships you're experiencing. Whether you're happy or not. That smile must be a mask that hides whatever feelings you're feeling, and you must always keep it on, less you crack and show any emotion other than "happy".  Whether right or wrong, you are always considered wrong. If you aren't meeting their needs and/or demands, you must do everything you can to meet it. You must do more. There's always more you can do. More more more more more more more.  When can you crack? When are you allowed to be vulnerable. When no one is looking? With someone you trust? When do you say "Enough is enough. You can do this without me? Then do it without me." When do you do what's

[life, struggles, pain, and prosperity] - AtlasOmega's 2023 Retrospective

2023…Where do I even begin? Starting off the year, it was pretty slow FGC related. Besides some networking early in the year, not much happened. I wasn’t able to travel due to a PDO blackout with work, which led me to missing both Crossover Arc 2023 and Slashback, two events I really wanted to go to. The work project was one of the hardest ones I’ve had to do, which led me into some pretty bad moods, as some of my friends may know. Fast forward to Combo Breaker, and man, this is when I realized that I was not the same person I was years ago. I felt like my social anxiety, something that’s haunted me since high school, was no longer there. I hung out and met so many people at CB, and got closer with many more. It was truly an unforgettable weekend. This continued into Taku, where I started to really figure out what my tribe was. Just casually hanging out with people during and outside of the events were really fun. A lot of new, very important memories were made. I also decided to go to